Monday, July 16, 2012

Matt and Kitty:The Rest of the Story


Matt and Kitty: The Rest of the Story

I don’t own them; I just take them out to play.


Kitty

Matt and I had a chance to look at a Denver newspaper before we left Dodge.  We read about a small ranch that was southeast of Denver. Matt thought maybe it would be about an hour from the city. It had fifty acres with a house and barn. We didn’t want anything too big. Matt was undecided about what he wanted to do yet, but I knew he wouldn’t be happy being idle.

Our trip west to Denver was an uneventful one. We sat cuddled together in our seat enjoying being together. Matt had recovered from yet another bullet and it was a miracle that we were here together. It was wonderful to be so close. Matt had one arm around me and his other hand was covering our baby. We both dozed for a while. When we woke it was dinnertime, so we made our way to the dining car for supper. After that, we decided to retire for the night.

Doc had seen to it that we had a sleeper compartment. He had said Matt really needed to rest. He also said, “And so do you young lady. That baby needs a healthy momma.” I was glad he had made the arrangements, because we were both tired and it provided much more comfort than our seat.

The next day around noon, we arrived in Denver. We retrieved our baggage and found a conveyance to take us to the hotel. Our plans once we were settled was to find out more information on the small ranch Matt had found.  He asked at the front desk where to find the land agent. We found his office and were pleased that we would be able to drive out and see the property the next day. It was also nice to find out that the ranch was only a half hour outside of Denver. We decided to leave early the next morning so we would have plenty of time to look around and still get back to the city early in the day.  We had made arrangements for a picnic and a buggy at the front desk. The land agent had given us directions to find the ranch and the key to the house. We couldn’t wait to see it.

We both fell in love with the property on sight with the view of the beautiful fields and the mountains in the distance. It had a creek running through the property and also a pond. We would be able to enjoy time as a family there, fishing and picnicking. The house was a two-story with two bedrooms upstairs and guest room on the first floor. It would make a nice room for Doc. He had promised to be there when the baby came. He wanted to deliver it. I really thought that once he came for the baby that we could talk him into staying. That was my hope anyway.

The house and barn would need some minor repairs and we would have to shop for furniture. I had put some of my furniture in storage when I sold the Long Branch. So as soon as we could get the house ready we would send for it. The living room was large with a beautiful, huge fireplace that would be nice and cozy during the winter months.  The kitchen was nice and big with a dining area between the two rooms. It was going to make us a really nice home. One of the best features was a porch all the way across the front of the house with the gorgeous view.

“Oh, Matt, it is so beautiful. I can just imagine sitting on a swing here on the porch watching the sun go down or drinking our coffee out here early in the morning.”

“Or making out with my wife,” he said as he drew me into an embrace.

Our kiss was slow and passionate and could have gone so much farther had they been in a different setting.

We decided right then that we wanted the place. After enjoying our tour of the place and eating our lunch, we headed back to town. We wanted to make an offer and get the paperwork started for the purchase. The sooner it was done, the quicker we could make the repairs and move in.

The sale went through quickly and within a few weeks the repairs were made and we were able to move out to our new ranch. The furniture that we ordered and what I had shipped from Dodge came, and we finally settled into our new life. Matt was still thinking on what he might want to do to stay busy. He did want to buy some horses just for personal use and maybe to raise a few.

We were both getting excited and anxious for our baby to be here. I had been working on setting up the nursery in the bedroom next to ours. This miracle of life growing inside me was a blessing. As we sat on the settee, Matt placed his hand on my stomach, patting it and talking to the baby.

“Little one, your daddy loves you and your mamma.”

“Oh, Matt. I love you too.

“Kitty, this little one is going to change our lives. I never imagined us with children.”

“I know, I feel so blessed after all those years of not getting pregnant.”

Matt put his arms around me, pulling me into an embrace and kissing my lips first lightly, but it quickly became much more heated.

“Let’s take this up to our bedroom.”

“Sounds good to me, cowboy.” I gave him another kiss before getting up and heading for the stairs.

One evening, we were sitting in the porch swing enjoying the view of the mountains.

“Kitty, what would you think if I took up woodworking? It would give me something to do and be productive as well. I could get what supplies I needed in town and I thought I would build a workshop onto the barn.”

“Matt that sounds like a wonderful idea. How did you come up with it?”

“I have been thinking about the baby and the time Festus made the rocking mule for the triplets.”

“You’re not thinking of making a rocking mule are you, Matt.” Kitty said as she laughed.

“No Kitty.” Matt said a little disgruntled.

“Oh, Matt, I was just kidding. I think woodworking would be great for you and you’re right--it would be a productive endeavor. Did you have something in mind that you wanted to make after the workshop was completed?”

“I would really like to make a cradle for the baby.”

“That sounds wonderful. I would love it.”

“I thought we would make a trip into town in the next couple of days to order what I am going to need for the workshop and the projects I have planned. Also maybe some books on woodworking. “

“Sounds like a good idea; I need some things for the baby and household items. We can get it all done in one trip”

As the weeks went by, I watched with interest as Matt got his workshop built, purchased the tools that he needed and started building the cradle. He really seemed to enjoy working with wood and his hands. He had bought a few horses and took care of them, but he spent most of his time either reading about woodworking or building. I was so glad that he didn’t seem restless or miss the excitement of being a lawman even though it had been almost five months since he left that behind.

Time was flying and I knew that even though I still had four months to go before the baby got here it would go quickly. I had been seeing a doctor in town who said everything was going fine. Matt and I liked him, but we both missed Doc. I had been writing to Doc and he promised he would be here when the baby was born. He was working on getting someone to come take his place. He had been corresponding with a young doctor from Boston who was looking to come west and start a practice. By coming and taking over for Doc, it would make things easier. Doc planned to spend some time acquainting him with his patients and he thought he would be in Denver by the time I reached my seventh month. I had his room all ready for him and couldn’t wait until he came.

I was reaching my sixth month and the baby was becoming very active. I had an appointment with Dr. Atkins the next day, so Matt and I were going to town for that and to get supplies. We also wanted to check the mail.

The next morning, we headed to town. I saw a rider sitting on a hill watching us. I don’t think Matt noticed. I started to say something, and then I noticed him ride on so I just forgot about it.

We reached town and Matt dropped me off at the post office. He went on to the lumber mill and said he would pick me up at the general story in about an hour. As I left the post office, I saw a cowboy watching me. I didn’t think too much of it since I had grown used to it at the Long Branch for so long. I walked on to the store to get supplies and do a little more shopping for the baby. I had an appointment with the doctor later and we were going to eat lunch in town before heading home. Several times, while in town I would catch a glimpse of this man. As we headed home after lunch, I again started to tell Matt about it, but didn’t.

Time passed quickly for Matt and me. He had made me a rocking chair for the nursery. It was so beautiful with carvings in the back slats and made out of a dark mahogany wood. It was so comfortable. I made a cushion for the seat and it seemed we were all prepared for the baby’s arrival.

Today was the day Doc was coming. Matt and I were so excited. We had missed our friend so much, and it would be good to have him here. I was also feeling a little afraid. Nothing so much about the baby, but little things had been happening around the ranch and it would feel better with someone else around especially when Matt was out riding or gone to town.

We had received a telegram the week before saying he would arrive on the noon train. Matt and I were leaving about midmorning after he had fed the horses and finished up a project he was working on. A neighbor had asked for a hope chest for their daughter for her birthday, and Matt had it just about done. We were going to deliver it on our way to town.

Matt and I stood at the train station watching the train to pull in. I was watching the windows but so far hadn’t caught a glimpse of Doc. We hadn’t seen him since we left Dodge four months ago. I was so excited. Just then we saw him coming down the steps. As soon as he reached the bottom, we were there. I threw my arms around his neck and gave him a huge kiss. I was so glad he was finally with us.  Matt went to the baggage car to retrieve his bags and then we all headed to the restaurant for lunch before heading to the ranch.

We talked about all of our friends in Dodge. Newly was doing fine and enjoying being marshal. Festus was still helping him and doing odd jobs. Doc did say that Festus was thinking of coming our way after the baby was born. Maybe finding work around here and staying. Matt was considering getting some cattle and if he did Festus could work for him. It would be like old times. We would all be together again.

The next month passed quickly, I was now eight months pregnant and as big as a house. Matt kept telling me I was beautiful, but it was hard to believe. I was having more difficulty getting around and sleeping was almost impossible. My back hurt especially when lying down and I seemed to spend more time in the washroom or the privy than anywhere. Doc said everything was normal and the baby’s heartbeat sounded good. I was so ready for this baby to come.

Early one morning, I was in the kitchen drinking coffee. I had been having trouble sleeping and had been rising early. I was just getting ready to fix breakfast when I heard a noise on the back porch. Looking out the window I didn’t see anything so I decided to go check it. When I opened the door, I let out a scream. There on the porch was a dead rabbit. Its head had been cut off. Matt came running from the workshop and saw the rabbit. He took me in his arms to calm me down.

“Kitty, let’s get you into the house.”

“Matt, how did this get here?”

“I don’t know, honey, it wasn’t there when I came out earlier and from the looks of things, it hasn’t been there very long.”

“Matt, these little things have been going on now for over a month. First, your missing tools, then the horses getting loose from the corral, and the mess  you found in the workroom.

“I know, Kitty, it is really starting to worry me too.”

Just then Doc came out the door.

“What’s all the ruckus about out here? Don’t you know this old man needs his sleep?”

Then Doc saw the rabbit.

“Matt, what’s the meaning of this?”

“Doc, I don’t know. We have been having little things happen around here, but this really has me worried. I think I will take a ride into town and talk with the marshal.”

We all went into the kitchen. I was still trembling.

“Kitty, I want you to sit down. You need to calm down and think about the baby, please.”

Matt started on the breakfast since Doc wouldn’t let me. He was planning on leaving for town soon after breakfast was over.

As we were eating breakfast, I started thinking about the man I had seen watching me whenever we were in town. I hadn’t said anything to Matt mostly because it had just seemed like a nuisance more than anything. Now I was beginning to wonder.

After Matt left for town, Doc insisted on cleaning up the kitchen. He encouraged me to sit on the porch and enjoy the cooler weather.

I guess I drifted off to sleep while sitting in the swing. I didn’t hear anyone come up and so the next thing I knew someone had his hand over my mouth. He had come up behind me. I don’t know why I hadn’t noticed because the stench of body odor, stale cigars, and booze was very strong. I couldn’t see anything. In one swift motion, he picked me up from behind. With one arm under my breasts and his hand still over my mouth, he dragged me to a horse out behind the house. He removed his hand from my mouth in order to lift me onto the horse. I let out a blood curdling scream. He backhanded me and that is the last thing I remember.

Doc

I was just finishing up in the kitchen. Having poured two cups of coffee, I was just headed out to sit with Kitty when I heard her scream. Coffee cups clattered to the floor forgotten, as I ran out the door. Moving swiftly, as only an old man could, I moved off of the porch and around the side of the house. Just as I turned the corner, I saw a horse racing off to the north. Kitty was slumped over in front of a dark skinned man as they rode away. My first thought was to get the buggy harnessed and follow, but they were moving too fast and I knew it would be pointless. So I prepared the buggy and headed for town to find Matt.

Matt

As I reached town, I wondered just what I would say to the marshal. Thinking about the little things that had been happening, I wondered if I was jumping the gun. I mean nothing serious had taken place. The dead animals were unnerving, but no one had been threatened or hurt. I shook my head and almost turned around for home, but something pushed me on to town.

When I arrived in town the marshal was out. So I checked on an order that Kitty had placed at the emporium. The store clerk said it hadn’t arrived but he was expecting it in the next few days.

Just then, I saw Joe Rawlings, the marshal heading toward me. He and I had become good friends in the months that we had lived here and I had had many a good discussion about the law with him.

“Matt, it’s good to see you. Where’s Kitty?”

“She’s at home Joe. Doc doesn’t think it is a good idea for her to come to town now that the time is getting closer for the baby.”

“Tom said you were looking for me. Is there a problem?”

“Over the past six weeks or so there have been minor things happening around the ranch.”

“Matt, why don’t we go over to the office and you can tell me what has been going on.”

Kitty

Things were dark as I came to. I was lying on some kind of bed or cot.  It was hard to see and my head was hurting. As I came to my senses, I grabbed my protruding stomach. Relief flooded me when I felt the baby move, kicking me with all her might. I was so relieved. At least I knew the baby was okay, for the time being anyway. Realizing I wasn’t tied up, I started to rise, but dizziness overtook me and things went black.

Doc

I couldn’t seem to travel fast enough. All I could think about was Kitty unconscious on that horse and getting to Matt so he could find her. I was just a few miles from town when I heard horses coming my way. They seemed to be traveling fast so I slowed making room for them to go around me. The next thing I knew, someone was grabbing the horse and someone else was grabbing me. Both men had bandanas on with only their eyes showing. Their eyes were burning a vengeance. I noticed one of them had dark skin like the man that I saw riding off with Kitty. Something was very wrong. In a flash, I remembered the night Bonner brought Kitty back. Like a nightmare coming in the light of day. Lord, not again, I prayed.

“Okay, old man, we can do this the easy way or not, it’s up to you.”

“What is it you want with me?”

“That’s none of your concern right now. All you need to know is that someone may need you and you’re coming with us.”

The big dark skinned man grabbed me and threw me up on his horse. He then climbed up in front of me and we headed north leaving the horse and buggy sitting by the side of the road. My prayer was Matt wouldn’t take too long in town. I knew the longer Kitty was gone the harder it would be to find her and I was the only one who knew which direction they took her. I knew Matt could track, but with no clues other than the horse and buggy, he wouldn’t know where to start.



Matt

Joe and I headed for the jail. As we entered, Tom was leaving. We went in and Joe offered me a cup of coffee.

“Matt sit down and tell me what’s on your mind.”

I explained about all of the things that had been happening.

“Joe, this morning Kitty found a dead rabbit on the back porch. Its head had been cut off then it had been slung on the porch. Like I told you, I had found several other dead animals around the ranch, but hadn’t said anything to Kitty.”

“She didn’t know about the other animals?”

“No, I didn’t want to upset her. The incident with the workroom upset her so with it being so close to the house; I decided not to tell her about the animals. With the baby, I just didn’t want her upset.

“I understand, Matt. I think I’ll ride back out to the ranch with you and have a look around. Probably won’t find much and I am sure you have already covered all of this, but a second set of eyes won’t hurt.”

Kitty

The next time I came to, I found myself on my side with my hands tied behind my back. I couldn’t hear or see much. It was really dark where I was. I could hear dripping water from somewhere in the distance and a light even farther away. I couldn’t imagine where I might be or what the man wanted with me. My thoughts drifted back to the time Bonner took me and I was starting to get really frightened. My concern wasn’t so much for me as my baby. I knew the baby wouldn’t survive if something like Bonner happened again. With those thoughts, I couldn’t hold my terror any longer.

“Let me out of here.” I screamed.

I began to think that no one was there and I started to yell again when I heard footsteps coming toward me.

“Hush up, woman, or I will stuff your mouth with a rag,” the dark skinned man said as he stooped down next to me.

“What do you want with me?”

“All in good time, Red.” he said as he ran his hand across my cheek. “You just lay there and keep real quiet. Maybe when the boss gets busy, I’ll come back and we’ll have a little fun. Course, that belly of yours may pose a problem, but I’m sure I can find a way around that.” He laughed as he walked away.

I wanted to yell and scream at him. The Kitty of old would have and did, but there was more at stake this time. I didn’t want any harm to come to my baby. I just prayed Matt would come looking for me soon.

Shortly after the man left me, I heard talking coming from afar. I tried to sit up but couldn’t with my hands tied.  Then I heard footsteps coming toward me. I realized then that it just wasn’t the one man who took me, but several. Fear overtook me and tears began to roll down my checks and onto the bed.

Doc

We rode for about an hour. I was uncomfortable on the horse, but my thoughts were on Kitty and the baby. I knew in my heart that these men had her somewhere. I just hoped that they hadn’t harmed her. Her bruised and battered body kept coming to mind. I just couldn’t shake the feelings of gloom that over took me.

Finally we came to a narrow draw. We made our way through and came into a canyon. On the far wall was a large opening which I assumed was a cave. As we made our way to the opening, I noticed for the first time men in strategic positions. From where they were, I knew they could see for miles and it would be almost impossible for anyone to get in without being spotted.

I was lifted off the horse and shoved toward the opening. As we entered, my eyes had to adjust to the darkness of the cave. There were only a couple of lanterns lighting the large room just inside the door. I didn’t see any sign of Kitty, but I knew in my heart she was there. There was a table in the center of the area and crates with what I figured were supplies. I could tell these people had been here awhile and from the looks of things planned to stay.

“Why did you bring me here and where is Kitty?”

My gut feeling was they knew exactly who they had and that this had been planned for some time. Then I remembered all of the little trivial things Matt had told me that had happened at the ranch. Why would these men do such minor incidents, when their plans all along were to kidnap Kitty? The only thing that made sense was that they were scare tactics. The real questions though were who and why?

The who was soon answered as Will Stambridge walked into the light.

“Hello, Doc. Bet I’m the last person you expected to see.”

I was so astounded that I was at a loss for words. Standing before me was a man I thought had been in love with Kitty, so why would he kidnap her? Finally, I found my voice.

“Will, what is the meaning of this?”

“Matt took something from me, Doc. I am just getting her back and with interest I might add.”

“Matt didn’t take anything from you Will. She wasn’t yours, never was.”

“I disagree Doc. If he had just let matters be, she would have chosen me and it would be my baby instead of his. But no, he had to get in the way. Well, this time he isn’t going to win. Kitty and the baby are mine now and once Matt finds us, I will eliminate him from the picture.

“What are you going to do and why am I here?”

“You mean you haven’t figured that out yet? I thought you came to Colorado to deliver a baby. Well, that’s what you’re here for and after that I haven’t decided what I am going to do with you. Maybe let you go or just get rid of you.”

Will then headed back toward where I assumed Kitty to be. One of the men told me to sit down and be quiet or he would tie me up and gag me.

Kitty

I was lying there thinking of Matt and wondering if he even knew I was missing. I didn’t know how long I had been gone or even how long he would be in town before coming back to the ranch. My mind was suddenly brought back to the present when I heard footsteps coming my way. Someone walked up carrying a lantern. They came up behind me taking me by the shoulders and sitting me up and untying my hands. Slowly they walked around in front of me. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw who it was. For a brief moment, I was no longer frightened, but as I looked into his hate filled eyes the fear came back.

“Will, why?” I said weakly.

“Kitty, I could ask you the same question. Why did you pick Matt over me? You knew that I loved you and wanted to give you a home and family. Matt just wanted to use you for his own needs, he didn’t really love you. I am surprised he gave up the badge so easily, but I guess he realized how old and slow he was becoming.”

“Will, that isn’t true. Matt loves me and I love him. We have started a new life and have a baby coming. Please let me go home.”

“No, Kitty, you are mine now. You should have been mine months ago. This baby is just an added bonus. We will go away and you will have your home and family with me.”

“I don’t want a home and family with you. I want it with Matt.”

By now I was crying and so confused as to why all of this was happening. I couldn’t picture the Will I had come to know as a bad guy, but I knew it was true from the look in his eyes. I was frightened.

Will didn’t stay with me long. When he did leave he left the lantern and didn’t tie my hands back up. I was grateful for that. I was able to see and I would also be able to sit up and maybe walk around. The area where they were keeping me was a large room in a cave. In the room was the bed I had been lying on and a table and also a couple of chairs at the table.  There was only one way in so I knew they weren’t worried about me getting away. It would have been impossible anyway since I was over eight months pregnant. Had I been conscious on the horse ride here, it would have been very uncomfortable.

I was sitting in one of the chairs when I heard someone coming. I stood and turned to see if Will was coming back. I needed to somehow convince him this was all wrong and to take me home to Matt. It wasn’t Will, but the sight before me took my breath away.

“Doc!” was all I could think to say as I stood.

He came to me and took me into his arms. I started sobbing uncontrollably. He held me until I calmed down and then guided me to the bed and coaxed me to sit down.

“Kitty, are you all right? They didn’t hurt you did they.”

“No, Doc,” I hiccupped. “Except for hitting me back at the house, they haven’t touched me. I don’t think they will.”

But with the look I had seen in Will’s eyes, I couldn’t be sure.

“Doc, what do you think Matt is going to do?”

“Kitty, I am sure that once he gets back to the ranch and finds us gone he will begin a search. You know he is a very good tracker and I have no doubt that he will find us.”

Eventually one of the men brought Doc and me something to eat. We hadn’t had anything since early morning. Even though I wasn’t hungry, Doc encouraged me to eat for the baby’s sake.

I was starting to get tired and Doc urged me to lie down and rest. It had seemed like days to me instead of hours.

“Oh, please come and get me, Cowboy,” I thought as I drifted off to sleep.




Matt

The marshal and I headed toward the ranch. I was anxious to get back home to Kitty even though I knew Doc was with her. Whoever was playing these sick tricks made me concerned for her welfare?

Just a few miles out of town, Joe and I came across a buggy. The closer we got, I realized that no one was around. We startled the horse as we came upon him, but he didn’t attempt to run away. All of a sudden, I realized that was my horse and buggy. For the life of me, I didn’t know what it meant. I just knew I needed to get home in a hurry.

Joe offered to drive the buggy home and encouraged me to go on ahead. When I reached the house, no one was there. I searched all of the rooms and the barn and workshop. The only thing I could see out of order was the coffee mugs that had been dropped. There were coffee and broken pieces scattered all about.

Joe made it to the ranch just as I was coming out of the house for the second time. He took the mare and the buggy to the barn while I walked around to the back of the house. It was then that I noticed where someone had been dragged from the porch to where a horse had been. There were also boot prints from the person riding the horse. Just then, the marshal came up. There looked like there might have a been a scuffle and then the horse tracks head off north.

We went into the house and I started gathering my gear. I went up to our bedroom and got my gun and gun belt out of the closet and buckled it on. While I was there, our wedding picture caught my eye. I picked it up. As I held it I thought.

“Kitty, I am coming. Just hold on, honey.”

I contemplated whether I should have help. I realized if I let my pride interfere with finding Kitty the outcome might not be too good. I knew I would need help.

“Joe, you head to town and get a posse together. We need to find my wife and Doc. I am sure they are together even though it looks like they were taken separately. We need men who know this area like the back of their hands.”

With that, I took off headed north following the trail hoping against hope to find my wife and unborn baby before anything bad could happen. Praying that it wasn’t another Bonner situation.



Doc

I watched Kitty as she slept. She seemed to be agitated and restless. I assumed this to be from the fear and uncertainty of the situation. It could also be worry over Matt. I continued to watch her closely and suddenly it hit me what was happening. Kitty was in the early stages of labor. My heart felt like it turned over. What would I do without my medical bag and the materials I would need to deliver this baby? Matt and Kitty had been through so much and now this. I couldn’t fathom what the outcome could be if something happened to Kitty and the baby. I prayed that Matt was on his way and would find us soon.


Matt

As I headed north, I couldn’t help but wonder who could have kidnapped Kitty and Doc. I felt without a doubt that it was someone from my past, but couldn’t imagine who. The trail wasn’t hard to follow. It was almost like whomever it was they wanted to be found. This made me extra cautious because if that was the case they would be watching for me and I didn’t want to be seen. With this in mind, I slowed my progress. I had been traveling about an hour so I knew the marshal would have had time to get to town, send the telegram, get a few men together, and head out.

I traveled another half an hour and saw a grove of trees up ahead. The trail was still easy to read, but I decided to travel to that grove and rest my horse giving Joe and his men time to catch up. I couldn’t do anything alone and this would give me time to come up with a plan for when we did catch up to the kidnappers.

As I entered the stand of trees, I followed the trail north with my eyes. I could make out what appeared to be a draw or passage about an hour away. As I concentrated, I could make out movement in the rocks to the west of what I now decided was a draw. I realized that I had probably come to the hideout. My guess was that there were at least two men in those rocks as lookouts. Through the passage, I was sure we would find a canyon and possibly a cave, and Kitty. It seemed like providence had stopped me just in time to keep from riding into a trap. This knowledge gave me hope and time to make plans before Joe and the posse arrived.

I loosened the cinch on the horse and led him to a stream. After he drank, then so did I. I sat down leaning up against a tree planning what our next move would be when the men arrived. At least two men would need to circle around and climb up the rocks on the east side of the passage. Two more could climb up the west side and take out the lookouts. I was hoping that someone Joe brought out would know this area and what lay inside the draw and if there was a back way in. Contemplating all of this, I sat back and waited.

My thoughts went back to the night before. Kitty and I had been sitting on the porch talking after Doc went to bed. It was a lovely clear cool evening with a full moon shining bright overhead. I had my arm draped around her with my nose in her hair. It felt so good to be free from the fears that Dodge always represented and the responsibilities that went with the badge. I drew her closer to me, lifting her chin and looking into her brilliant blue eyes. The love and desire I saw was all the encouragement I needed. I brought my lips to hers and kissed her with a passion that we had known for years. After the kiss, I stood taking her by the hand and leading her inside and up to our room. Our passion knew no bounds and we both lay entwined in each other’s arms. Our love making had not lost any of its excitement in all of the years we had been together.

Coming back to the present, I heard horses coming from the south. I got up and walked to the clearing hoping to get the posse’s attention before they were noticed by the men at the draw. While I had been waiting a plan began to form. If all went well we should be able to get through the pass and find Kitty and Doc.

Kitty

Before I even woke up fully, I knew something was happening. I had felt twinges all day, but this was more. Just then a sharp pain wrapped around my middle and into my back. My eyes popped open and I frantically looked for Doc.

“Doc!”

“I’m here, Kitty.”

“Something is happening, Doc. You’ve got to help me. I can’t lose this baby.”

I started sobbing. I was so scared and I wanted Matt.

“Kitty, you are in labor. I want you to lie still and take deep breaths to help you relax. We are going to get through this and deliver a healthy baby.”

“Doc, you don’t have your bag or any of the tools you need to deliver this baby.”

“We aren’t going to worry about that now. Let’s just take it one step at a time.”

About that time, Will came back to the area where he had Doc and me.

“What’s going on Doc.?”

“Well, Will, I’ll tell you what’s going on. Kitty is in labor. I am going to need hot water and plenty of clean material. I don’t know why you kidnapped Kitty, but it was a fool thing to do.”

“That’s why I got you too, Doc. I have been watching Kitty and Matt for a while now. I knew she was getting close to birthing this baby. That’s why I chose now. I wanted to take this away from Matt just like he took Kitty away from me.”

“That’s hogwash, Will. Matt didn’t take something you never had. Kitty was never yours and never will be.”

“We’ll see about that Doc. We’ll see.”


“Would you two stop it? Will, I was never yours. I love Matt and I always will. Our love is forever and no matter what you do to me or where you take me, Matt will find us.”

Just then another contraction hit me with a vengeance.

“Doc, the pains are getting closer together and stronger.”

“I know sweetheart. Just ride them out taking deep breaths.”

“I need to stand and walk, Doc.”

As I stood up with Doc’s help, I felt a gush and water running down my legs. Then I realized my water had broken. The doctor in town had told me that when my water broke labor could advance quickly.

I was so scared and all I could think of was “Matt, I need you.”

Matt

Once Joe introduced me to the men, I started filling them in on my plan. One of the men, a nearby rancher named Jake, knew the area well. He told me there was a cave at the back of the canyon and where to find a back entrance. I sent Charlie and Ben to deal with the guards. The two others were to circle around and come up into the rocks on the east side of the draw. Jake would show Joe and me the back entrance. Once the guards on the west side were taken out and our four guys were in place, they would make their way closer to the cave. Then they were to wait for some kind of signal from the three of us that we were inside. 

“Any questions? Once we get into the cave, we have to be careful. I don’t want Kitty or Doc hurt.”

I set a time frame and we set the plan in motion. As Jake, Joe, and I made our way around to the back side of the canyon, Charlie and Ben worked their way toward the west side of the draw. As we made our way around the back side of the canyon, I heard gunshots. Hoping that nothing had happened to any of the men, Jake, Joe, and I made it to the back entrance and were working our way through the cave.

Joe watched our back as we made our way forward. We came upon a large area with crates and other supplies. It looked like these guys were set in for the long haul. When we reached this area, I could see the entrance. Just then I saw the rest of the posse on either side of it. I was relieved they were all okay.

About that time, two men moved into the area. I hollered, “Hold it!” They both drew and fired at the same time Joe and I did. Both men went down, hit square in the chest.

I heard running and screaming at the same time. I recognized the screams. It was Kitty. Just then, I heard “Don’t move.” I looked behind me and couldn’t believe my eyes.

Will Stambridge stood before me with a gun pointing at my chest.

“Drop the gun Dillon. Better tell your friends there and those outside to drop theirs too or you’re a dead man.”

“The same could go for you, Stambridge.”

“Maybe, but I have the ace in the hole. Your wife.”

I realized that the best thing would be to drop the guns. I figured I could come up with another plan soon enough. Most of Will’s men were out; I just had to make sure Kitty was safe before I made a move.

“Okay, have it your way for now, Stambridge. Men drop your guns.”

I noticed only three of the posse came in the entrance. That gave me a man still outside. An advantage for when I needed it.

Two men came and picked up our guns. Will took mine.

“Dillon, I am going to give you a chance. We’re going to have a showdown and may the best man win.”

Just then I heard a scream.

“Kitty!”

“What have you done to my wife?”

“Your wife is in labor.”

“Let me go to her. I need to be there for her.”

“Sorry, marshal, but she isn’t your concern anymore. She belongs to me now and so does this baby. As soon as I take care of you and this baby is born, I am taking her away to become my wife like she should have months ago.”

“What are you talking about, Stambridge? She wasn’t going to become your wife.”

“That’s where you’re wrong. If you hadn’t interfered, we would be together right now. You never loved her; you just used her to satisfy your own needs. You never planned to marry her, but you couldn’t stand it when you thought she would marry me. I guess your pride got hurt. I don’t know how you talked her into being with you, but that’s over now. She’s mine and so is the baby.”

I realized then that Stambridge had lost it. He was living in a fantasy world. It looked like the only way to deal with the situation was the gunfight. After the one in Dodge, I had hoped gun fighting would be behind me. I guess I was wrong. I just hoped when the smoke cleared, I would be the one left standing.

“Okay, Stambridge, let’s get this over with.”

Again, I heard Kitty scream. The contractions must be getting closer together. I needed to get this gunfight behind me. I wanted to be there for the birth of my child.

Will motioned with the gun for us to move along outside. Once situated, he started talking.  At first, I thought he was out of his mind, but then I heard the name Bonner and I started listening very closely.

“Dillon, I really thought I had taken care of this situation and wouldn’t actually have to draw against you. It seems that didn’t work out so here we are.”

“What are you talking about, Stambridge?”

“Why that Bonner kid, of course. You remember him some five months ago in Dodge? I just happened to run across him in St. Louis. Couldn’t believe my luck when I found out he was the kid brother to Virgil and Jude. What better person to take out the great Matt Dillon than a Bonner? I found out through associates that you had married Kitty and were back in Dodge. So I hired Bonner to kill you however he chose to do it. Dumb kid should have shot you in the back, but he just knew he was fast enough to take you down. Now I guess I will have to do it.”

“What makes you so sure that you can do it?”

“I have the advantage because I have a distraction. Your mind will be on your wife instead of on me. That’s how I will do it.”

I couldn’t believe how confident he was maybe a little too confident. I placed my feet square, cleared my mind, ready to face him. His lackey brought me my gun. I placed it in my holster and stood ready.

“Dillon, I hope you’re prepared to meet your maker.”

“I think it’s you who needs to be ready, Stambridge.”

With that, I primed myself for the showdown. As I watched and waited, it seemed like an eternity, but was actually only a few seconds. I saw Will go for his gun just as I heard Kitty scream. Shots were fired and I felt a searing pain in my left shoulder. Taking a deep breath I looked over where Stambridge had been standing. Only he was no longer there, but lying on the ground. Holding my shoulder, I walked to him and looked down.
“Sorry, man, but Kitty’s and my love for each other is forever. No matter what had happened here today, you would have lost,” I said to the dead man lying before me.

I left Joe and the posse to take care of the mess and I ran into the cave. I needed to get to Kitty and prayed I wasn’t too late for the birth of our baby.

Just as I entered the large area where she was, I heard her scream again.

“Doc!”

“Matt, get over here. The baby is coming.”

I ran over and knelt down beside Kitty taking her hand and brushing the hair from her forehead. I leaned in and kissed her lightly on the lips.

“Kitty, I’m here and I love you.”

She turned and looked at me with such love and pain.

Just then, she was hit with another contraction.

“Okay, Kitty, push. Let’s bring this baby into the world to meet his mama and papa.”

Through the pain, Kitty looked at Doc and said, “It’s a her, Doc.”

With the next push, I watched as Kitty delivered a beautiful baby girl with tufts of red hair just like her mama.

I reached up and wiped the sweat from Kitty’s face, kissed her, and told her I loved her.


Kitty

I couldn’t believe it was over and our daughter was here. I watched Doc clean her up and check her over. He wrapped her in a towel he had found in the supplies.

“Kitty, Matt, you have a fine healthy baby girl. My guess is she weighs about five and a half pounds. How would papa like to hold this little one while I check out mama?”

I watched Doc give the baby to Matt. What a sight to behold, my big cowboy with his tiny daughter in his arms. More love than I thought possible filled my heart for them.
As soon as Doc was done with me he left in search of a way home. The baby started to cry and instinct let me know she was hungry. Matt placed her in my arms and unbuttoning my shirtwaist, I put her to my breast. She was quick to latch on and I saw she was going have an appetite like her papa.

“Matt, we hadn’t decided for sure on a name. Is there any particular name you liked?”

We had talked about names over the past several months, but hadn’t settled on any particular one. I did have a name in mind, yet I wanted to give Matt a chance to pick. We had both agreed that we didn’t want to use our names for the baby.

“Kitty, I really haven’t thought much about it lately, but of all the names we discussed, I was partial to Ella.”

“Matt, that is the name I had in mind too.”

When Doc came back, he walked over admiring the little one in my arms.

“Well, young lady, have you two picked out a name for her yet or is she going to be nameless for a while?”

“Doc, I would like for you to meet Ella Grace Dillon.”

Several days later, I was sitting in the rocking chair in the nursery feeding Ella. Matt came in and just stood watching.

“What ya need, Cowboy?”

“Oh nothing, I just love to watch my wife and my daughter bonding in the most intimate way. It’s a sight to behold, Kitty.”

Two weeks after we got back home from our ordeal, Joe Rawlins, his wife, Marie, and their three year old son, Mark, came for a visit bringing a gift for Ella.

As we enjoyed our visit, Mark was investigating Ella. She was lying in her cradle in the living room.  He would caress her cheek and then bend over to kiss her. As he stared at her, she opened her eyes. In that instance, I watched a bond form between the two. As they looked into each other’s eyes, it was as if they looked into each other’s heart.

Ella, Matt and I settled into our lives on the ranch. Despite all the hardships and nightmares Matt and I had lived through, the miracle of Ella’s birth bound us together with a love that would last forever.


Epilogue

Kitty

Here I sit on our front porch watching Matt down at the pond fishing with our two grandsons. At three and six, Mattie and Joey are the joy of our lives. They live just close enough for us to spoil, but far enough away to still have our privacy.

I can’t believe that our daughter, Ella, will be twenty-five in a week. Time has gone by so quickly. It just seems like yesterday that she was a tiny baby.

Seven years ago, she married her first and only love and best friend. The bond I had witnessed between Mark Rawlins and Ella that long ago day became a lifetime commitment. 

After their wedding, they settled into the ranch house Matt and I bought. We had added more acreage to our ranch and purchased cattle and horses. Mark had been working for Matt for several years and had taken over the running of the ranch the year before they were married.

Matt and I retired to a small cabin we had built near the pond on the southeast corner of the ranch. We moved into it the week before Ella and Mark were married.

As I look back on our lives, I realized that had Will Stambridge not come into my life for that brief time, Matt and I might never have made our feelings known to each other. Many things were spoken between us that long ago night that might well have gone left unsaid. For that, I am eternally grateful.

Our love and passion for each other has not dimmed. It is as strong as it was our first time together more than forty years ago. The fire still burns deep within us both now and forever.

The end

Saturday, June 23, 2012

A Day In Dodge: Festus Is A Hero


A Day In Dodge: Festus Is A Hero

Matt woke up and looked over at Kitty still sleeping peacefully. She was so beautiful with her hair spread out on the pillow. He really didn’t want to get up, but he knew it was time to he did and start his day. So making himself move, he got out of bed and started getting dressed. Remembering the night they had put a smile on his face. After dressing, he grabbed his hat and gun belt and leaned over and kissed Kitty lightly before leaving.

As he descended the back stairs to start his morning rounds, people were stirring even though the sun hadn’t come up. The milk cart could be heard coming down the street and the lamplighter was extinguishing the lights.

After finishing his rounds, he headed for the jail. Just as he entered the door, Festus was coming up the boardwalk spurs jingling.

“Matthew, you got the coffee made yet.”

“No, Festus just got done doing the rounds.”

Matt sat down at his desk to do some paperwork. When the coffee was done, Festus brought him a cup.

“Here’s yur coffee, Matthew. Anything else you be wantin’ did today.”

“Festus, things are pretty quiet, so you can do whatever you want. I’m going to finish this paperwork and look over the wanted posters. Then I think I will go see if Kitty wants to go on a picnic.”

“I think I’ll go find ole Doc and see if’n he wants to go a fishin’.”

Just then Doc came in the jail.

“Well we wus just a talkin’ bout ye, Doc.”

“All good I suppose.”

“Well, I was just tellin’ Matthew here that I thunk I would see if’n you wanted ta go a fishin.”

“Not with the likes of you. I prefer doing my fishing alone.”

“Why you ole scudder, you. I’ll just go alone and when I bring all my fish back don’t think I’ll be a sharin’ with you.”

And with that Festus left. Doc just watched as the door closed behind him.

“Matt, that sure felt good.”

“Doc, you ought to be ashamed.”

“Now you sound like Kitty. I think you’re spending too much time with her.”
Doc said with a smile on his face.

About noon, Matt decided to go see if Kitty wanted to go on a picnic. She had been sleeping when he left early that morning, so didn’t get a chance to ask her then. Of course, part of that was his fault. He had kept her up rather late. As he thought about their night together and how beautiful she looked this morning, he was anxious to see her. He also knew if he didn’t change the direction of his thoughts there would be more up than just Kitty.

When Matt entered the Long Branch, Kitty was sitting at her table looking over the books. He walked over to the table, moved a chair close to her, and sat down.

“Hey, pretty lady. How about going on a picnic with me?”

Kitty couldn’t believe her ears. Normally, it was she that initiated a picnic and it was usually like pulling teeth to get Matt to go.

“Well, what brought about this invitation? Don’t answer that, I’ll not a question it just enjoy it. And before you change your mind, yes I will go on a picnic with you.”

“Since the town seems kind of quiet, I figured it would be a good time for us to get away.”

Kitty looked and saw Sam washing glasses behind the bar.

“Sam, do you mind watching the Long Branch for the rest of the day. Matt and I are going on a picnic. I should be back by dark to help with the evening crowd.”

“No problem Miss Kitty. You and the marshal go and have a good time. Don’t worry about a thing.”

“Thanks, Sam.”

So while Matt went to Moss Grimmick’s to get the horse hitched to the buggy, Kitty went to Delmonico’s to get them a picnic lunch.

As Matt pulled up with the buggy, Kitty came out of the restaurant. Matt got down, took the picnic basket from Kitty, placing it in the buggy and then helped her up. Getting in beside her, they headed out of town.

Once they reached Silver Creek, they were pleased that there was no one in their spot. They were afraid Festus might have been there fishing. They were sure glad he wasn’t.

Matt unharnessed the mare from the buggy. He led her to the creek for a drink and then hobbled her under a shade tree where she could graze.

“Matt, I just love it here at Silver Creek. It is so beautiful and peaceful and we have made so many happy memories here. I am so glad we were able to get away.”

Matt spread out the blanket on the ground and sat the picnic basket nearby. They had fried chicken, potato salad, biscuits, and peach pie for dessert.

“This sure smells good, Cowboy. Are you hungry?”

“I’m hungry Kitty, but not for food.”

Matt then pulled her into his arms and kissed her passionately. As the kiss deepened, the food was forgotten.

Later after their passion was spent, they found they were ravenous. Kitty set the food out on the blanket and they both ate their fill.

After they had finished eating, they lay side by side on the blanket holding one another and just enjoying the closeness. They drifted off and slept for about an hour. When they woke up they decided it was time to get back to Dodge.

“Well Kitty, I guess we ought to head back.”

“Sure Matt, I need to get ready for work anyway. I promised Sam a night off. Red is coming in, but I need to be there.”

Matt harnessed the mare to the buggy as Kitty picked up and folded the blanket. She carried it and the picnic basket to the buggy. Matt took them and puts them in. He then pulled Kitty into his arms kissing her.

“Kit, you know I love you.”

“I love you too, Cowboy. Thanks for the wonderful time today.”

Helping her up into the buggy, he then climbed up too and head toward Dodge.

They hadn’t gone very far, when five riders came up from behind. Matt slowed the buggy and pulled over hoping the riders would go on past, but instead they surrounded the buggy and Matt was forced to stop.

“What is the meaning of this,” Matt said.

Well, well, what do we have here? A beautiful little lady.

“You leave her alone. Now, what do you want?”

“Marshal, I want you to slowly remove your gun from the holster and drop in on the ground. Then I want you to get out of the buggy. We have been watching you and your town for the last several days. You, marshal, are going to help us rob the bank. Your pretty little girlfriend is just an added bonus. She will be our insurance that you do what you are told.”

“Jake, you drive the buggy and take Red here to the designated meeting spot. The marshal will ride your horse into Dodge with us. If we aren’t back in four hours, you know what to do with her. Until then, don’t touch her, you here.”

Jake nodded, climbed into the buggy heading back down the road away from Dodge.

“Now lawman, her fate is in your hands.”

“Unbeknownst to the men, Festus was watching some distance away. He couldn’t hear what was said, but he knew it wasn’t good. He had come upon the group as he was heading back to Dodge after his day of fishing. He continued to watch as Matt, dropped his gun and mounted the other fellow’s horse. Then four of them and Matt headed for Dodge while the other one got in the buggy with Kitty and went to opposite way.

Festus knew that Matt could take care of himself. His main concern right now was Kitty. He decided to follow the buggy. He wished he could have let Matt know that he was there, but knew it was impossible. Once he got Kitty safely away from the outlaw, he would ride into Dodge and help Matthew. He just hoped he wouldn’t be too late.

Kitty was frightened, but more for Matt than herself. She thought as they drove along how she might get free. Jake kept inching closer to her. He finally placed his arm around her shoulders pulling her close and started fondling her breast.

“Turn me loose, you ape.”

“Awe, come one Red, give me a little kiss. If you’re good to Jake, he will make it good for you too.

“Leave me alone.”

Kitty tried to pull away from him, but he was too strong.

As he held her close, he grabbed her breast, squeezing it and pawing at her.

Kitty cringed.

“Oh, Matt, how did this happen,” she thought.

Not knowing Festus was behind them, Kitty was still trying to figure out how she could escape. She thought of trying to jump from the buggy and running but knew it would be useless.

Matt in the meantime was also trying to figure out how to get away and help Kitty.

The men pushed hard and made Dodge at dusk. Slowing and then stopping before they entered Dodge, they looked at Matt.

“Here’s how it is going down. We are going to ride into town like old friends. We will stop outside the bank. I have been watching and know that Bodkin the bank man works until 8 o’clock in the evening. Marshal you will go to the door and knock. You’ll tell him you need to talk with him and when he opens the door to let you in we will be right behind you. Mac, you will stay with the horses in the alley next to the bank. And don’t try anything marshal, I would hate for anything to happen to your girlfriend because we don’t meet up with Jake on time.”

Out on the prairie, Festus had almost caught up with Kitty and the outlaw. He saw the carriage stop and the man grab Kitty and haul her out. Festus got off of his mule, pulled his gun, and crept to within a few yards of them and hid behind a tree.

“Red, I have decided we have time for a little fun. Jake here wants a little of what you have to offer. You can make it easy or hard. I don’t care. It’s up to you.”

He then threw her on the ground, unbuttoning his pants as he pulled her skirt above her hips. Grabbing at her pantaloons, he started to rip them off of her. When all of a sudden, Festus was there.

“Stop right thar or yur a dead man.”

Jake started to rise, then quick as lightening turned and went for his gun, but Festus was faster and downed the man with one shot. He fell away from Kitty.

“Miss Kitty are you all right.”

As Kitty was rising and putting her clothes to right she said, “I’m fine Festus, thanks to you. I sure am glad to see you.”

Festus helped Kitty into the buggy. He draped the dead man over his mule and tied it to the back of the buggy. Then he climbed in and head back toward Dodge.

“You sure you’re alright, Miss Kitty.”

“I will be Festus as soon as we get back and I know Matt is okay.”

Kitty proceeded to tell Festus how she and Matt had gone on a picnic and on the way back to Dodge these men caught them.

I think they took Matt so he can get them easier access to the bank.

Reaching Dodge, Festus took the back alleys to get Kitty to the Long Branch. He then took off on foot toward the bank hoping he wasn’t too late. He stayed in the shadows all the way. He saw the man with the horses in the alley beside the bank. He figured Matt and the rest were inside. Creeping up behind the man, Festus hit him from behind with his pistol. He then led the horses around the back of the bank out of sight.
Staying close to the building, he snuck around and had a look see through the window. Two of the men had guns pointed one at Matt and the other at Mr. Bodkin, while the other one was taking the money from the safe and putting it in a bag. The door had been left ajar, so Festus slinked through it coming up behind the one with a gun on Matt.

“Hold it right thar and drop yur gun.”

The outlaw with Matt turned and fired grazing Festus on the left arm, but Festus bullet hit the cowboy in the chest. Matt had grabbed the arm of the man on Mr. Bodkin and was struggling for the gun. The man with the moneybag ran for the door.

Festus yelled, “Stop.” The bandit turned to fire, Festus was faster and the crook dropped dead.

Matt was able to overcome the other man. He looked at Mr. Bodkin.

“You all right.” 

Bodkin nodded.

Festus you get this one and the other one outside and lock them up. I have to get my horse and go after Kitty. One of them took her and is to kill her if they don’t come back to the meeting place.

Without bothering to wait for a reply from Festus, he raced for the door. Just before going through it, Festus hollered.

“Matthew, I got Miss Kitty. She’s at the Long Branch.”

Matt slowly turned and looked at Festus.

“Is she alright?”

“Yea, Matthew, shakin up some but okay.”

“Festus, we will discuss all of this later when I fill out my report. Right now I need to get to Kitty.”

Festus got the outlaws to the jail while Matt headed for the Long Branch to see Kitty.

Festus took the prisoners and locked them up. After that, he figured he needed to have a look at his arm. He knew it was just a crease, but figured he needed to clean and bandage it. Just then Doc came in.

“What’s going on Festus? I heard all of the shooting.”

“Doc, there were a bank robbery, but it’s a long story.”

“You’ve been shot.”

“Aw Doc, it’s just a crease.”

“Let me look at it anyway.”

As Doc took care of Festus’ arm, he told him all about Matt and Kitty and the bank robbery attempt.

When Matt got to the Long Branch, he stopped outside the batwing doors looking around for Kitty. He really didn’t expect to see her, but it was just habit. He entered and walked to the bar.

“Red, is Kitty upstairs.”

“Yes, marshal. She asked for some hot water for a bath and I haven’t seen her since.”

Matt made his way up the stairs and down the hall to her rooms. Opening her door, he looked around and didn’t see her. He went over and knocked on the washroom door.

“Kitty, it’s Matt.”

At the sound of his voice, Kitty came out of the washroom and into his arms.

“Oh, Matt. I was so scared. Are you alright?”

“Yes, Kitty it is all over. Three are dead and two are in jail. They can’t hurt you.”

Matt held her tight kissing her hair, neck, and then her lips. They just stood holding each other sharing the closeness and the reassurance that both were okay. Matt looked into Kitty’s blue eyes and said, “I love you pretty lady.” He then kissed her. As it became more passionate, they slowly undressed each other. Matt picked Kitty up carrying her to bed and laying her down. He crawled in beside her pulling her into his embrace. They lay there for several minutes. Finally, Matt spoke.

“Kitty did that man hurt you.”

“No, Matt. Festus got there in time to stop him from what he had planned. But I don’t want to think about it. Just hold me close.”

As they lay in bed entwined in each other’s arms relishing the feel of skin to skin, Kitty drifted off to sleep. As Matt gazed at his lovely lady, he hoped that there wouldn’t be another day in Dodge like this one again, but he knew that it was unlikely. As long as he wore the badge, there would always be danger. And with that thought, he drifted off to sleep as well.

The End

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Gunfight on Front Street


Gunfight on Front Street

Kitty

I stood looking out the window of our room at the Dodge House at a sight I had hoped to never see again. I had just gotten up. I seem to be tired more lately so Matt had gone to see Newly while I slept. My amorous husband had kept me up well into the wee hours of the morning as well. Matt is such a gentle lover and he makes me feel so special when he makes love to me. As usual my gown lay on the floor, so I picked it up and as I did I glanced into the mirror. I placed my hand on my abdomen thinking of the miracle that grew there. How surprised we were when we found out I was pregnant. It had been discovered while we were in New Orleans. It was still almost unbelievable since Doc had told me after Bonner that I probably couldn’t get pregnant. I decided I had better get dressed.  I straightened the bed from our night of passion, and was getting ready to get go find my husband, when I heard shouting from outside. I walked to window to see what was happening.

That was when I saw my worst nightmare taking shape. There below on the street was a young gunslinger dressed all in black. Several feet away stood my cowboy feet planted arms down ready to fight. I wanted to scream “Matt no!” but I knew that would be the wrong thing to do. This couldn’t be happening. Matt was my life. We had waited so long to marry and now it looked as if it might all be taken away. How many times had I seen him face off with a gunslinger or an outlaw? I had hoped to never see that again, yet that is just what I saw when I looked out the window.

We had just arrived in Dodge the day before for a visit with our friends. This was the first time we had been to Dodge in several months. We had left the morning after our wedding for Kansas City. We had several cities we wanted to visit and weren’t in any hurry. We were set for an adventure without a return date. We just wanted time alone, to enjoy each other’s company with interruptions. To do the things we wanted to do on our own agenda instead of some else’s.

After Matt had asked me to be his wife, he also decided that he was ready to retire. Within two weeks he had his answer from Washington. His retirement would begin two weeks later and Newly would take over being marshal of Dodge. He wanted us to be together without the badge between us. He had said so many things that night he proposed, but I never thought he would give up the badge so easily. I was so excited and Matt seemed happy with his decision too.

Now here we were back in Dodge and from the look of things out the window, my life was going backwards instead of forwards. I rushed to finish dressing so I could head downstairs. I knew there was nothing I could do, but I had to be there no matter what. For years Matt had told me there would always be the danger of someone looking to kill him. A gunfighter looking to make a name for himself, or exact revenge for a brother Matt had killed, or from someone he sent to prison. That no matter whether he was still marshal or not there would always be someone. I knew he was right but had always hoped that this day would never come. Yet, here it was.

“Matt, we have so much to live for, please don’t do this. Please, I beg you, walk away.”  I cried from my heart.

We were coming so close to having a home and a family. A place for just the two of us at least for a while. We had made plans while on our trip to move to Colorado. Somewhere far enough away from a big city to stay virtually invisible, yet close enough that if we wanted or needed to we could spend time there. And then finding out about the baby had made it even more special.

Now here we were in the biggest nightmare of our lives. How many times had I seen Matt shot down on this very street? How many times had I watched Doc dig bullets out of him? How many times had I sponged his forehead, washed his arms and chest to fight the fever from infection? Wondering if he would live to see another day.

I ran out of the room and down the stairs. There were people standing in the doorway watching out on Front Street. I pushed them aside so I could go out the door. Someone grabbed at my arm to stop me, but I pulled away and went out on the boardwalk. It was like time was standing still from when I first looked out that window to now that I was down on the street. I wanted to yell at Matt to stop, but I knew that it would be wrong. That I would be the distraction he was always afraid I would be.

Doc was just down the street when he saw me come out of the Dodge House. I think he was afraid to move. Afraid that if he come toward me it would distract Matt and cause me to run to Matt. Everything seemed to be frozen in time. Matt on one end of the street and the gunfighter on the other. Both set and ready for what was to come next.

I heard Matt try to talk the kid into putting down the gun and walking away. The kid in turn told Matt that this was the day that Marshal Dillon would breath his last.

All of a sudden I heard the shots ring out and I watched Matt go down. I tried to run to Matt but felt someone grab my arms and hold me back. I screamed, “Matt!” and fainted on the boardwalk. The next thing I knew, I woke up in Doc’s back room lying in the bed. Thinking “Matt, oh, Matt!!”


Matt

As I stood on Front Street facing this young kid, I wondered how things had come full circle. Just that morning, I woke up to the most beautiful woman that I have ever known. The last several months had been the happiest of my life. Had someone asked me if I missed being marshal, they probably would have been surprised at my answer. Since Kitty and I had gotten married, I had enjoyed the leisure time that we had shared traveling, planning our future, and even shopping with my wife. We had been able to spend all of our time together doing whatever we wanted without interruption. Now here I stand once again on this dirty dusty street in this cow town facing an opponent.

We had enjoyed a leisurely supper the evening before with our friends and had retired early. I had told Kitty I wanted to go to the jail to talk with Newly the next morning, so while she was still sleeping, I got up, dressed, and giving her a light kiss left the room. I really don’t know why, but I put on my gun belt before leaving the room. I hadn’t worn it or really even thought of it for months, but for some reason felt compelled to wear it.

As I stared at the young man down the street, I wondered if I would still be facing this if I had left my gun in the room. I guess at this point it really didn’t matter.

I tried to reason with the kid giving him the opportunity to just turn and walk away.
He refused.

“How’s it feel Dillon to stand there knowing you’re going to die today?”

“Kid, lay down your gun and go home.”

“Dillon, the name’s Johnny Bonner. Name ring a bell? Well you got my brothers hung. Now it is your turn to die.”

“Your brothers got themselves hung. Not me.”

“Dillon, you think you’re such a big man, but you couldn’t keep your woman away from my brother. He took what was yours and you took what was mine. Now I am going to shoot you like the dog that you are.”

The shock of finding out who he was sent chills up my spine. The hatred and rage I felt with what Jude Bonner had done to Kitty came rushing back. I thought we were through with the Bonners when Jude was hung. Yet here stood another one ready to wreak havoc for Kitty and I once again. I realized then looking at the kid that the only thing left was to stand and fight. I had to do it for Kitty and our baby. I just hoped when the dust settled I would still be alive.

As I watched Bonner, all I could think of was all that I was about to lose. Kitty and I were together. We had made plans for a future and had a baby on the way. Yet, here I was about to face this man not knowing if I would live or die. It wasn’t fair to Kitty or myself, but as I could see it there was no way out. I guess this was the price I would pay for waiting so long to give up the badge.

“Kitty, I love you and I am so sorry it has come to this.” I thought to myself. Then steeling myself, I cleared my mind of everything except what lay before me.

Focusing down the street, I waited for the kid to make his move. Suddenly, he went for his gun and I drew simultaneously. It sounded as one shot. At that moment, all I could think was “I’m sorry, Kitty, so sorry.”

The last thing I remember as the bullet struck my chest was of Kitty and the baby.


Doc

As I watched from the stairs to my office, I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. Here was Matt facing a young kid with a gun. Kitty was on the boardwalk in front of the Dodge House. I didn’t know what to do so I stayed where I was. Afraid that if I went to Kitty it would distract Matt and I didn’t want that to happen. But yet, I knew Kitty could try running toward Matt and get herself hurt. Two people I thought of as my own and here they were in a situation I had hoped never to see again.

All of a sudden guns were drawn and shots fired. They were so close that it sounded like one shot. The next thing I knew, Matt was down and Kitty was trying to run to him. Two men grabbed her by the arms and held her back. I was so glad to see that. Then I noticed Kitty go down. The stress of what she just witnessed must have been too much.

Just then Newly was beside me. I told him to see to Kitty and I ran to Matt. He had been hit in the almost in the same spot he had been shot a few years ago. The one that sent Kitty to Ballard. I had some men carry him up to my office. I was close behind. I glanced down the street to see Newly bent over Kitty.  We got Matt into my office and on the table. I gathered all instruments I would need to remove the bullet. I really needed Newly’s help but I also knew Kitty was going to need someone too.

Newly came in shortly after we got Matt on the table. Kitty had fainted and was still out so I had Newly put her on the bed in the back room. I was concerned about her but knew she would be okay for the time being. I told Newly I really needed his help.

I slowed the bleeding as best I could and used the probe to search for the bullet. I knew it was imperative that I find the slug and get it out as quick as possible. I needed to stop the bleeding. The bullet had come very close to taking his life. Another inch and it would have. I continued to probe knowing I needed to find it before he lost much more blood. Finally, I heard the clink as the probe hit the lead. The ball had gone so deep I was afraid of the damage it might have caused. I asked Newly to hand me the forceps. I carefully pulled out the probe. Then taking the forceps from Newly, I cautiously pushed them down the hole to extract the bullet. Just as I reached it I felt it slip further down, so I slowly pushed the forceps in finally grabbing hold of the piece of lead. Slowly, I drew it back through the hole. Finally out, the slug was lying in the pan. I cleansed the wound, stitched it up, and bandage it. Once that was done, a gloomy silence filled the office.

I looked at Newly and shook my head. From this point on it would be a watch and wait situation. Prayer and time was what we needed now and hope that Matt could hang on.


Kitty

I opened my eyes startled at my surroundings.  At first I thought I was still at the Dodge House and Matt was with Newly. Then I noticed I was dressed and looked around taking in my surroundings. As things came into focus, I realized I was in Doc’s back room. At first I was confused as to why I was here. Then all of a sudden the horrors of what I saw on the street came back to me. Matt lying in the dirt. Matt had just gone down by the bullet of a gunfighter.

“Matt, oh Matt!”  I cried.

I hadn’t realized I had actually spoken until the door opened and Doc came rushing in.
I sat up on the bed and said, “Doc, is Matt dead?”  Doc came and sat down next to me. He took me in his arms and held me as I cried.

“Kitty, I you need to try and calm down.”

“Matt is unconscious but alive. I was able to remove the bullet. It will be touch and go for the next 24 to 48 hours. Sweetheart, right now it is all up to Matt. I’ve done all I can.”

“Doc, I need to see him.”

“Alright, honey.”

Doc led me into the other room. Matt looked so pale and lifeless. I hurried to his side and took his large hand into both of mine. With tears streaming down my face, I leaned over and kissed him lightly on the lips. He was so cool and still. I was so scared.

“Matt, I whispered in his ear. Matt, you can’t leave me. Not now.”

“Matt, we just started our lives together and the baby.  Matt, remember the wonderful miracle I carry from the love we share?”

I looked at Doc wistfully hoping that he would tell me Matt would be fine and our lives could go on. But the solemn look on Doc’s face told it all.

I sat in a chair as close to Matt as I could get. Still holding his hand praying that he would squeeze it. Doc walked over and checked Matt’s pulse. The grave look Doc had brought panic to my heart.

“Doc, I couldn’t live without him, you know that”

“Honey, he has a fighting chance, and he knows you’re here with him.”

 I sat next to him through the night praying and begging God to let him live. I needed him. We needed him. As I sat there, I began remembering our lives together. Our first kiss, the first time we went to a dance, and the first time we made love. Oh, what a sweet gentle lover he was always putting my needs and wants before his. Then I thought of our first night as husband and wife.

After our friends had all gone, we climbed the stairs to our rooms over the Long Branch. We knew that we wanted our first night as a married couple to be spent in the same bed we had shared for what seemed forever. We each took our turn in the washroom preparing for bed. When I came out, Matt was sitting on the settee. He had poured us both some brandy. I sat snuggled up against Matt’s chest as he had his arm around my shoulders playing with my hair. It was so nice just to cuddle there together. I leaned up about the same time that Matt leaned toward me. Our lips met in a very light kiss, but soon the brandy was forgotten as our kisses became more passionate. Each kiss built upon the other until all our senses heightened with the need for one another. As we stood, Matt took me into his arms and carried me to our bed. He stood me by the side, undid the ribbon holding my robe letting it slip to the floor. He then reached down, lifting the gown over my head and letting it tumble to the floor with the robe. I had untied Matt’s robe letting it fall to the floor along with the others. Gently, I placed my fingers on the waistband of his pajamas pushing them down his strong muscular thighs and on to the floor. Matt’s body telling me he was ready to become one. He gently picked me up laying me in the center of the bed covering my body with his and kissing me and loving me with a passion that reached all the way to my soul.

When a couple of months later I found out I was pregnant, I knew that it happened on our wedding night. Call it women’s intuition, but I just knew that special night had produced a miracle.

Doc sat up at his desk keeping abreast of Matt’s condition through the night. I continued to sit and hold his hand. At one point, I dozed off laying my head on the table beside Matt. The night was long and filled with trepidation of what might come.

I woke suddenly feeling movement beside me. Matt was restless and when I put my hand on his forehead, he was extremely hot.

“Doc, please come. Matt is burning up.”

“Please do something Doc, I can’t lose him.”

Doc got some of his powders and mixed them with water.

“Let’s try and get this medicine in him. It will help with the infection and the fever.”

As Doc lifted him slightly, I placed the glass to Matt’s lips and softly encouraged him to open his mouth and drink it. We got about half of it down him before he refused the rest.

After a time, Matt finally started to calm down and seemed to be resting easy.

Doc then got some cool water and a cloth so that I try to cool him down. I don’t know how many times over the years that I had done this very thing.

As I sat, sponging Matt’s forehead, arms and chest being careful to stay away from the wound, my thoughts went to the baby and what it would mean if Matt would die. What would I do and where would I go?

I realized that we hadn’t even shared the news about the baby with our friends. I wondered if I should tell Doc or wait until Matt was able to share in our exciting revelation.

I was sure Doc would be excited and stunned at our news, because he had been sure that after Bonner, I wouldn’t be able to conceive.

Thoughts of Bonner brought back all that had happened down on Front Street. Newly and Festus had revealed to us that the gunman was none other than Jude and Virgil Bonner’s younger brother. How that family had caused so much suffering in our lives was beyond me. My prayer was that Matt would recover as I had that long ago night.

“Sweetheart, please wake up. We can’t live without you Matt.”

As dawn drew near, Matt seemed cooler to my touch. The medicine must be helping. I leaned over and kissed him and then whispered in his ear.

“Matt, the baby and I love you and need you.”

My hope was that he would hear me and continue to fight his way back.

Doc insisted that I go into the back room and lie down. I had been up most of the night sitting with Matt. I had dozed some but not enough to rest.

I think Doc suspected something was going on with me and knew that I needed the rest for more than just myself, but he didn’t comment on it.

I didn’t want to leave Matt but for the baby’s sake I did as Doc asked.

“Kitty, if there is any change I will come and wake you.”

“Thanks Doc, I really want to be there if Matt wakes up.”

“I promise you will be.”

So I went to the back room and lay down on the bed. Within just a few minutes I was asleep.

I slept for several hours and felt much better when I woke up. I realized that Doc had let me sleep longer than I had intended. I prayed that Matt was continuing to get better. I got up and went into the front room. Doc was napping in the chair. I walked over to Matt, took his hand in mine and gave him a feathery light kiss. As I stood staring at nothing, I was surprised at what I heard.

“Is that the best you can do?”

I looked down at Matt and stared into those beautiful blue eyes that I was afraid I would never see again. I leaned down and as our lips met, it became the sweetest kiss I could ever remember.

My cowboy had come back to me.

I woke Doc. He came over to check on Matt.

“Well, you big lug, it’s about time you came around.”

“Thanks, Doc. As always, I wouldn’t have made it without you.”

“Bonner?”

“He’s dead, Matt. Your shot killed him.”

“It’s over for the Bonners. They won’t bother you anymore. Newly sent some telegrams checking to see if there were anymore around. A telegram came back saying Johnny was the last of the Bonners.”

Matt and I both breathed a sigh of relief.

Later that day, Doc had Festus and Newly help move Matt into the back room. Over the next few weeks, Matt recovered from the gunshot he took from Bonner that early morning.  After a couple of weeks at Doc’s, Matt and I went back to the Dodge House to finish his recovery.

I had stayed at Doc’s tending to Matt’s needs. At night, I would curl up beside him on the bed careful not to hurt him and sleep. I couldn’t bring myself to leave him except for my most basic needs.

One evening while still at Doc’s, Matt, Doc, and I share an evening meal together. Matt and I had discussed that day about sharing our good news with him. After we had eaten we sat around talking.

“Doc, Kitty and I have something we would like to share with you. While we were away on our extended trip we made some plans. We are going to move to Colorado. We are going first to Denver. We haven’t decided on a permanent spot yet. We are looking to buy a ranch outside one of the bigger cities. We will be leaving as soon as I am able to travel.”

“Matt and I also wanted to share the most exciting news of all. Doc, I am going to have a baby. We found out in New Orleans just shortly before coming back to Dodge. The doctor said I was about three months pregnant. You are the first person we have told.”

Doc was speechless. Even though I think he suspected something was going on with me, I don’t think he expected that news.

“Kitty, Matt. I don’t think I have the words to express how happy and excited I am for you. This is the most wonderful news I have heard in a long time. Congratulations to both of you.”

After a couple of weeks at Doc’s, we moved back into the room we had at the Dodge House. Matt continued to rest and recuperate although the longer he was there the more restless he became. After another week, he began to take short walks. He enjoyed visits with the people he would meet, people he had known for a long time.

Finally the time came for us to move on. We enjoyed a dinner with our friends at Delmonico’s the night before we were to board a train for Denver. It was hard to say goodbye but we knew it was best to move away from Dodge.

We extended a private invitation to Doc to come live with us when he retired. We would have a room ready for him. We promised to keep in touch.

The next morning Doc, Newly, and Festus saw us to the train station. We bid farewell to our friends. As the train pulled out, I looked at Matt and smiled then leaned over and kissed him. What lay ahead for us we didn’t know, but we knew we were ready for the next part of the adventure. A new home, a new baby, and a new life was just ahead.

The End